Dropping some knowledge

I've been bad about this so let me un-bad myself. What's up sphincters?

I've been incredibly bored lately. To the point of playing games online for fun and drinking myself sober bored. It's at that point I get every other month where alcohol fails to get anything accomplished in my body. Suckitude.

I've been working out and trying to be healthy and it's working. Resolution #1 is good. Resolution #2 is me writing my second book which feels daunting since I wrote my first book after some girl I didn't like so much treated me like a pile of garbage and despite being ok with the outcome, I felt used and abused in the end. And you wonder why I don't have a piece attached to my arm.

So I'm using this to remind myself how to say words and string words together and remember how to creatively flow sentences like a twisted river of juxtaposition. I also weeded out my to-do list for the moment. Having "key lime pie" listed doesn't help. Learn to make it, you vacuous hooker!

Last night I had a massive pig-out of Indian food with my two faves and one of my comments at dinner was one of my comments at life -- the truth about money is that there will always be more. I learned this from my now-deceased friend...and it applies to life.

I bought a groupon (www.groupon.com) for $50 worth of Indian food to this place, for $20. And we used it and then split the difference afterwards. And I insisted we overtip -- about $24. On a $72 tab. Who cares right? we ate a lot and were taken care of. Well, the waiter comes out to find us, hands me the groupon back and says "you were so nice -- please have this back and use this again."

Money...there will always be more. And it comes to you if you allow it. Which I'm currently doing quite often now.

It feels good to be right. It feels good to be a gangsta. but I gotta stay grateful as always.